If I Knew

I I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word so I could play them back day after day.

For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight,
And we always get a second chance to make everything right.

There will always be another day to say our "I love you's",
And certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I can do's?"

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss,
And you were too busy to grant someone what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today and whisper in their ear,
That you love them very much and you'll always hold them dear.

Take to time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay",
And if tomorrow never comes you'll have no regrets about today.

What If...?

What if God decided to stop leading us tomorrow
because we didn't follow Him today?

What if we never saw another flower bloom
because we grumbled when God sent the rain?

What if God didn't walk with us today
because we failed to recognize it as His day?

What if God took away the Bible tomorrow
because we would not read it today?

What if God took away His message
because we failed to listen to the messenger?

What if God didn't send His only begotten Son
because He wanted us to be prepared to pay the price for sin?

What if the door of the church was closed
because we did not open the door of our hearts?

What if God stopped loving and caring for us
because we failed to love and care for others?

What if God would not hear us today
because we would not listen to Him yesterday?

What if God answered our prayers
the way we answer His call to service?

What if God met our needs
the way we give Him our lives?

I'll Do Better Tomorrow,
I Promise

Dear God, are you still awake? Have you got a minute or two?
You're pretty good at understanding and I really need to talk to You.

You see, Mommy came to tuck me in like she does every night.
I was trying to play a trick on her since she can't see without the light.

I was going to close my eyes and pretend to be asleep.
But when I heard her crying, I didn't dare let out a peep.

She started talking to you, God. Did You hear the things she said?
Could you hear what she was saying as she stood beside my bed?

Why would Mommy be so sad? I wondered just what I had done.
And then I began to remember it all as she named them one by one.

This morning we worked in the garden, but, honest, I really didn't know,
That if I picked all those little yellow blooms, the tomatoes wouldn't grow.

Charlie and I were trying to be helpers, 'cause I know that's what Mommy needs,
But I don't think she was too happy with us when we pulled up carrots instead of weeds.

Mommy said we should stop for the day. She decided we had helped enough.
I sure had worked up an appetite...I didn't know gardening was so tough!

We had peanut butter and jelly for lunch and I shared too much, I guess...
But I didn't realize until I was done that Charlie had made such a mess.

Mommy said she needed a nap. She had one of her headaches today.
She told me to keep an eye on my sister and find something quiet to play.

Well, God, do you remember all those curls you gave my little sister Jenny?
We played barber shop... very quietly... and now, well, she doesn't have any.

Boy, was Mommy mad at me. I had to go sit on my bed.
She said never to cut "people hair" again. I guess I'll practice on Charlie instead.

We sat and watched poor old Albert. I just knew he must be so bored,
Going round and round in the same place al day, wouldn't you think so, Lord?

I didn't think it would hurt to let him out for a while. I mean, mice need exercise, too.
By the way, have You seen Albert lately? He's been sort of missing since two.

Mommy sent us outside for the rest of the day. She said we needed fresh air.
But when Daddy came home she told him she was trying to get something out of her hair.

We thought Mommy needed cheering up, so we decided to brighten her day.
But, God, did You see the look on her face when we gave her that pretty bouquet?

We had gotten a little bit dirty so Mommy said to get in the tub.
"Use soap this time," she reminded, "and please don't forget to scrub."

Charlie didn't like the water too much, but I lathered up real good.
I knew Mommy would be so proud of me for cleaning up like I should.

I went downstairs to the table, but during dinner it started to rain...
I'd forgotten to turn off the water, it seems, and I hadn't unplugged the drain!

I decided right then it was just about time to start getting ready for bed,
When Mommy said, "It's sure been a long day," and her face began turning all red.

I lay there listening to Mommy as she told You about our day.
I thought about all of the things I had done and I wondered what I should say.

I was just about to tell her that I'd been awake all along,
And ask her to please forgive me for all of those things I'd done wrong.

When suddenly I heard her whisper, "God forgive me for today...
For not being more understanding when those problems came my way...

For not handling situations in the way You wanted me to...
For getting angry and losing my temper, things I know You don't want me to do.

And, God, please give me more patience, help me make it through another day,
I'll do better tomorrow, I promise... In Jesus' name I pray."

Wiping her eyes, she kissed me and knelt here beside my bed.
She stroked my hair for a little while... "I love you, precious," Mommy said.

She left the room without ever knowing that I'd been awake all the time.
And God, could we make it our little secret? You know, just Yours and mine?

I'm sorry I was so much trouble today, I really didn't mean to be...
Daddy says it's tough being a kid sometimes, but I think it's harder on Mommy than me.

Well, goodnight, God. Thanks for listening. It's sure nice to know You're there.
I feel so much better when I talk to you 'cause You always hear my prayer.

And I'll do better tomorrow. I promise... Just You wait and see!
I'll try not to be so much trouble again,  But, God, please give more patience to Mommy just in case, for Me?

By: Maurine Reynolds Adamek